before you slip into unconciousness..

Happy birthday to Morgan and Elizabeth! Saturday Night. I worked, yea. I'm going to see my friend, Will, before he leaves for Pheonix/Las Vegas to go ride in BMX competitions for a month, tomorrow. I wish I could go somewhere. Anywhere but here. It's my Spring Break. School is so stressful the longer I'm in it. I can't wait to get my degree. This was definately a much needed break. I'm going to Nashville with Morgan, Monday, just to go, but I really want to do something crazy fun..I just don't know what. I have the urge to be more daring than usual. Like when I'm riding my bike I want to just go insane, but I really don't want to break anything or hit a tree. mountain biking, or cross-country moutain biking is just too amazing. i love it. sometimes i feel like all i need is my bike and nothing more. guys are so complicated. or actually, maybe it's just me? haha let's see, october-jan was Jarrod, and even tho we dated so short we've liked eachother for a few years but that's such a long story I don't want to type it. jan-feb was Will, and then feb-nowish was John. i'm so wishy washy, i just don't know. i feel like i'm so young that i shouldn't just settle for one person so early. explore my options. right? i don't date a bunch of guys all at once, but if one gets me thinking i skip to the next. i think john would be really good to date though. he's really sweet and a real gentleman. since when can someone my age say that about a guy? haha
 so i'm sitting here going back and forth talking to Megan's mom on facebook and i realize, a lot of my past delt with them and it's crazy how they were such a huge part of my life. among many things, i remember them the most. i want them in my life forever, and of course my family.
i miss my dad. i'm glad i'm going to see him tomorrow. he's so wonderful but he lives so far away that i don't get to see him as often as i'd like. i wish he'd move out here to Germantown or something.